See.. I'm not neglecting my blog... viper!!! XD and maybe I should change my password so you can't post on my blog XD
Anyways... it's almost the end of school!!! 2 more weeks... and then high school is over... frankly I'm kind of sad... and excited at the same time. I'll be leaving high school (my second home) in a couple of weeks. We just had our last band banquet. It was depressing standing in the line full of crying people, and of all the things that I forgot to bring... I forgot to bring my camera!!! I felt stupid T_T. Our last band banquet, no more band, no more thursday night rehersals, no more football games, no more marching band, no more being scared of mr. ferntheil, no more screwing around with the section, no more charting, no more pit orchestra stuff, no more competitions, no more crazy bus rides... no more of those exciting experiences and memories that makes band interesting, and fun.
But, although my mind recognizes that it's all over.. I don't really think reality has hit my heart yet. I didn't cry standing at the end of the senior line, and I don't know if I will when I finally realize that it's all over. But still it was depressing and sad watching some of the younger members cry. Especially people from my section, and someone still owes me 43 dollars. But yup after that depressing thing, people started dancing and that was very interesting. People formed a circle and started a dance off. But then it kind of died after 10 minutes or so.. and people started dancing by themselves. It was funny and weird when the conga line started up, then went out of control when the person in the front went too fast and people were running to catch up. I left early.. but when I was leaving, people were crowd surfing on the dance floor. They even managed to get Mr. Fertheil up there.
I had a really great time yesterday at the band banquet. Although it was depressing at times.. watching one of the band moms cry when she was saying goodbye.. looking through all the good times at our last band annual... standing in that good-bye seniors line... and announcing next years french horn section leader.. and realizing it's all over.
But then... I guess it'll be alright.. because I definently will come back to visit. After all, I did promise my section that I'll be back to see how crazy and wacky the new section leader and co section leader will turn our section into. I just hope they'll actually get some work done while goofing off ^_^;;
Wow... I haven't posted for a while now on this blog, and I probably would've forgotten I had a blog if Viper hadn't reminded me about it ^_^;;. Well nothing really happened in the past couple of months besides the fact that I feel less stressed out than before. The reason? APs are finally over!!! XD
No more studying (not that I did a lot of studying in the first place), no more lessons, no more stress about getting a 3 or whatever for like college elective credit, and no more essays!! No more major tests... just total relaxation for a week and labs (that might be fun) in physics. I survived APs... I actually survived APs...
APs... are like torture devices designed by Collegeboard (the super evil money sucking monopoly)... and I actually survived... me, viper, lany all survived it and came out of AP season relatively unscarred... Wow...
Bleh... I was just talking to my dad. And guess what I found out, I'll be declaring bankruptcy before I even graduate, I have to pay 12,000 a year to pay for college. 12,000!!! Where am I supposed to find that kind of money? And on top of that, I'm doing the work-study thing for 1,500 dollars.
Geez... I'm so doomed. By the time I graduate, I'll be in debt for 48,000 dollars, plus all that interest. And my dad said don't expect too much help in paying for that 48,000... T_T
Thank you Viper for making this blog for me... n.n
It's so shiny.. and pretty.... and I love it <3.
I really hope that I'll remember to post on this though ^_^;;; I know I'll probably forget to post on here....
I'll try to make sure that it won't end up like Kittex... and die... well Kittex isn't dead yet.... it's still there... just not one's bothered to post on it.
Okay looks like this blog is ready for primetime.
It's in your hands now Crystal!
(feel free to delete all the older posts)